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Created on 2008-02-19 23:40:11 (#14980124), last updated 2009-05-26
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Basic Info| Name: | kiki50 |
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BioAge: 25
Height: 5'4"
Current weight: 67kg
Highest weight: 67kg :-I
Lowest weight: 46kg
Fav food: chocolate
Fav drink: Starbucks lite soy lattee with sugar free vanilla and an extra expresso shot
Fav exercise: swimming & aerobics
Where do you slip up: when I'm with family and everyone's eating and weekends...
When did it start: 2 - 3 years ago
Why did it start: i dont know...looking back, i can see signs of it happening all through my teens (but i didnt know what it was then) and then in my 20's i lost a bit of weight and it escalated from there... i got obsessed
Does anyone know: PA does
Do you want help: no just support from others like me
Diet pills: they dont fucking work
Fav binge food: anything with sugar or carbs
How many cals a day?: When i used to restrict & be in control, it was 350ish a day but its so hard so on average, around 500. A weekend - 1800 :-( A massive bige - about 3000.
What do you see when you look in the mirror?: someone who would be so much more attractive if they were thinner
Areyou in a r/ship? No
Are you the thin one or fat one of your friends? : i used to be the thin one but my binging is taking care of changing that!
Are you depressed?: Unfortunately yes
Do you self-harrm?: Isnt starving classified as self harm?
Ever tried to commit suicide: No but i did contemplate it to the point where i was standing on the cliff edge ready to jump
Ever been to a psychologist?: No.... why, so they can tell me i have an ED? Ah no thanks.
Height: 5'4"
Current weight: 67kg
Highest weight: 67kg :-I
Lowest weight: 46kg
Fav food: chocolate
Fav drink: Starbucks lite soy lattee with sugar free vanilla and an extra expresso shot
Fav exercise: swimming & aerobics
Where do you slip up: when I'm with family and everyone's eating and weekends...
When did it start: 2 - 3 years ago
Why did it start: i dont know...looking back, i can see signs of it happening all through my teens (but i didnt know what it was then) and then in my 20's i lost a bit of weight and it escalated from there... i got obsessed
Does anyone know: PA does
Do you want help: no just support from others like me
Diet pills: they dont fucking work
Fav binge food: anything with sugar or carbs
How many cals a day?: When i used to restrict & be in control, it was 350ish a day but its so hard so on average, around 500. A weekend - 1800 :-( A massive bige - about 3000.
What do you see when you look in the mirror?: someone who would be so much more attractive if they were thinner
Areyou in a r/ship? No
Are you the thin one or fat one of your friends? : i used to be the thin one but my binging is taking care of changing that!
Are you depressed?: Unfortunately yes
Do you self-harrm?: Isnt starving classified as self harm?
Ever tried to commit suicide: No but i did contemplate it to the point where i was standing on the cliff edge ready to jump
Ever been to a psychologist?: No.... why, so they can tell me i have an ED? Ah no thanks.
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